THE SKY IS FALLING...

Im kidding, but today i was in an earthquake. Nothing serious just sent a small town abuzz, but it got me thinking. With all of this other stuff terrorising the world, sometimes its hard to stay on the bright side. Surrounded by screaming people today and going home to my TV blaring and shouting my face about Nepal, Chile, Baltimore and who knows what else todays horrors will bring, its easy to forget what life can offer. Looking past the fog is hard, I know from experience, but if you immerse yourself in something, a tool or hobby can shield you from the pain till you suddenly look up and your on the other side of the fog. Life is scary, but surprising and exciting on so many levels as well. Maybe, you will surprise yourself and find out a new path to take, you never know until you try.

So much to tell!

Entering this social race has inspired me to reach the top. Suddenly my mind is brimming with all things worthy of being told, yet nobody to tell. All my life I've stood in the shadows, letting everyone else take the spotlight but dam it! Its my turn to finally get a word out! But its not enough to just ramble on and post endlessly about crap nobody cares about, its about being different and getting noticed. I want to get noticed, but the question is how? There are a billion different voices trying to be heard so why is mine any different? The truth is, I don't know and nor do I know how Im going to do it, but I want this more then anything I've wanted before. To surprise myself.

I can say i have surprised myself already

Well you've certainly read the title so you know what I'm saying. This has been up all of 5 minutes and already 8 page views! 8! Already i find myself sitting and marvelling at how in 5 minutes i have turned into the self absorbed, attention seeking stereotypical teenage girl seeking the rush of people noticing her. Its addicting and we're all guilty of it. Even now when I'm sitting here typing this I'm already trying to make myself somebody, when really nobody cares XD But hey, I've surprised myself, twice in one day in fact, so I'm guessing whoever you are out there, you can to :D

I have a blog bitches!

Wow how do I start this? A random idea after a motivational speech from my parents, like this is actually going anywhere. I'll see how this goes but lets start off with hi, nice to meet you. Surprise yourself, you never know what you can do.